Chapter 027: The Choice Day five.
Thirteen sat on the slope of the inn’s roof with his back against the clay tiles, knees drawn up, the small cloth pouch open in his palm. He had counted the grains three times already. The number did not change.
Five.
The hunger had changed since yesterday — moved, somehow, from the center of his chest to the edge of his thoughts, where it sat like a low hum just below hearing. Not louder. Not quieter. Continuous. He could think through it the way you could think through a distant bell — the sound was there, constant, but it occupied a frequency separate from reasoning. For now. He knew from the weeks of careful progression before leaving the farm, from the Steward’s precise and unhurried teaching, that this was a middle state. The hunger had stages. He was in the second. The third was when the Tha Tam Tuc began to thin out — the mental stillness the skill required started to fray at the edges, like a rope held under too much weight. The fourth stage he had never reached, but the Steward had described it once, briefly, with the particular flatness of voice he used when he meant pay attention to this.
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